Wednesday, October 20, 2010

the wrong words

swimming in the eyes
of just another one who lies
my blood rushes like the tide
i don't know what to say
the right words won't come out anyway
so i just smile and watch
another preciious day just slip away
it's like screaming underwater
nobody can hear me
and i don't know what to do
i've never done this before
and i'm scared
i always just grin and bear it
but this time i might just be
too close to breaking
the right words won't come out anyway
so ijust smile and watch as
another precious day just slips away
i've fallen into a habit of fear
i have this fear of rejection
but it's all just in my perception
and i don't know
i just don't know
is there really no other way?
all i want is to be love that way
all this is is shame
and my life is such a game
but this game is too precious to lose
and i don't want to blow a fuse
won't anyone help me to adjust,
slowly help me through?
because i need you to
because i need You
the right words won't come out anyways
so i just smile and watch as
another precious day just slips away